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[22 Dec 2005|04:01pm]
[ mood | bored ]
[ music | 'Cross Out The Eyes' ~ Thursday ]



Your #1 Match: INFP




The Idealist

You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world.
Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships.
It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close.
But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop.

You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist.







You Are a Warrior Soul





You're a strong person and sometimes seen as intimidating.
You don't give up. You're committed and brave.
Truly adventuresome, you are not afraid of going to battle.
Extremely protective of loved ones, you root for the underdog.

You are picky about details and rigorous in your methods.
You also value honesty and fairness a great deal.
You can be outspoken, intimidating, headstrong, and demanding.
You're a hardliner who demands the best from themselves and others.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul







You Are As Cool As They Come


(You are more dramatic than 20% of the population.)


Rational and relaxed, no one could accuse you of being dramatic.

You roll with the punches, and nothing ever gets you too worked up.

You are able to maintain perspective and see the big picture.


And even if you're emotional inside, you don't let it show.

You're great at keeping it together, and you're rewarded for that.

People see you as an ideal friend, employee, and partner.





You Are Likely a First Born

At your darkest moments, you feel guilty.
At work and school, you do best when you're researching.
When you love someone, you tend to agree with them often.

In friendship, you are considerate and compromising.
Your ideal careers are: business, research, counseling, promotion, and speaking.
You will leave your mark on the world with discoveries, new information, and teaching people to dream.




Your Birth Month is April

You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life.
Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem.

Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity

Your gemstone: Diamond

Your flower: Sweet Pea

Your colors: Pink and Red





Your Hidden Talent

You have the power to persuade and influence others.

You're the type of person who can turn a whole room around.

The potential for great leadership is there, as long as you don't abuse it.

Always remember, you have a lot more power over people than you might think!




Your Christmas is Most Like: A Charlie Brown Christmas

Each year, you really get into the spirit of Christmas.

Which is much more important to you than nifty presents.




You Are Rudolph

Sweet and shy, you tend to be happiest when you're making someone else happy.



Why You're Naughty: You sometimes stick that nose where it doesn't belong



Why You're Nice: Christmas would be a sad affair without you!





Your Scent is Rose

Delicate, feminine, and soft

Your personality is fresh and understated




Guys Like That You're Sensitive

And not in that "cry at a drop of a hat" sort of way

You just get most guys - even if you're not trying to

Guys find it is easy to confide in you and tell you their secrets

No wonder you tend to get close quickly in relationships!




You Are a Light Pink Rose

You represent sweetness and grace.



Your vibe: Kind and gentle



Falling in love with you: is like falling in love with a best friend




You are a City Girl!

Whether you live in the city or not, you've got the heart of a city girl.

You're up on the latest trends - what's hot in music, food, and fashion.

And you love to be on the go. Your perfect day is filled with tons of fun.

Your perfect guy is a city guy, so head to LA, NYC, Sydney, or London to find him!




You are a Great Girlfriend

When it comes to your guy, you're very thoughtful

But you also haven't stopped thinking of yourself

You're the perfect blend of independent and caring

You're a total catch - make sure your guy knows it too!




Your Reputation Is: Sweet Girl

While you're well known, there's nothing to worry about.

You're reputation is mostly good - as good as any rep can be.




You Belong in Rome

You're a big city girl with a small town heart

Which is why you're attracted to the romance of Rome

Strolling down picture perfect streets, cappuccino in hand

And gorgeous Italian men - could life get any better?




You Are Fun Sexy

You're funny, quirky, cute, and sassy.

Guys always have a great time with you, and that alone is sexy.

You've got an upbeat, optimistic spirit that totally shines through.

Any guy would be crazy to turn you down!




Your Inner Child Is Surprised

You see many things through the eyes of a child.

Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded.

You cherish all of the details in life.

Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things.




You are a Believer

You believe in God and your chosen religion.

Whether you're Christian, Muslim, Jewish, or Hindu..

Your convictions are strong and unwavering.

You think your religion is the one true way, for everyone.




Your Hawaiian Name is:

Kaili Peni





Your Birthdate: April 8

Watch out Donald Trump! You've got a head for business and money.

You'll make it rich some day, even if you haven't figured out how yet.

A supreme individualist, you shouldn't get stuck in a corporate job.

Instead, make your own way - so that you can be the boss.



Your strength: Your undying determination



Your weakness: You require an opulent lifestyle



Your power color: Light Pink



Your power symbol: Dollar sign



Your power month: August


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I'm Leaving [09 Jun 2005|10:40pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "Behind These Hazel Eyes" Kelly Clarkson ]

i'ma be in cali from june 10-june 22.

~bri <3

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Please Don't Die [24 May 2005|03:47pm]
[ mood | crushed ]
[ music | "Untitled" Simple Plan ]

Nolan Prichard

12/23/05-05/22/05

7 years old, car accident

I really miss him. There's so much pain going on right now and I hide it all because I'm afraid.

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Fill Out [09 Feb 2005|04:20pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | "Only One" Yellowcard ]

[01] Reply with your name to this entry and I will write something about you.
[02] I will then tell you what song reminds me of you.
[03] Next, I will tell you who you remind me of, celebrity/animated or otherwise.
[04] Last, I will try to name a single word that best describes you.
[05] Put this in your journal.

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Quiz [04 Feb 2005|10:42pm]
[ mood | curious ]
[ music | Just The Sound Of Your Voice In My Head ]


Men See You As Desirable


Men often find you immediately attractive and sensual
You're honesty is refreshingly beautiful ... it draws guys in
You are also able to be open with your feelings with no emotional baggage
Packing light means you enjoy new relationships easily

How Do Men See You? Take This Quiz :-)


Find the Love of Your Life
(and More Love Quizzes) at Your New Romance.



Send A Rose

I Made This Up! Ya I'ma Loser!!! [01 Feb 2005|07:30pm]
[ mood | determined ]
[ music | "Lala" Ashlee Simpson ]

NINE Qualities You Look For When It Comes To Dating:
1.) Christian (Has To Act Like One)
2.) How They Treat Others
3.) Can I C Myself W/ This Person In The Future
4.) A Total Gentleman
5.) A Sense Of Humor
6.) How They React In Tough Situations
7.) Sensitivity
8.) That They Like Me For Me
9.) Unique

EIGHT Romantic Places:
1.) Beach
2.) Corvette Looking At The Stars
3.) A Nice Restaurant
4.) Hammock
5.) Those Places Where They Show Movies At Like Parks
6.) At A Park During The Fall
7.) In Front Of A Fire Bundled Up
8.) Dance

SEVEN Romantic Gestures You Love:
1.) A Kiss On The Forehead
2.) Being Held In Someone's Arms
3.) Opening Doors (Lil Things Like That)
4.) Cuddling
5.) Looking Into My Eyes
6.) Smiling
7.) Dancing

SIX Gifts You Love Getting:
1.) Baby Pink Roses/Chocolate
2.) A Song Written To Me Played With A Guitar
3.) Anything Soft
4.) A Puppy Would Be Nice...But That's Pushin It lol
5.) A Giftcard To A Spa Would Be Awesome
6.) Anything Creative/Homemade (That's Hot)

FIVE Romantic Movies:
1.) The Notebook
2.) Pearl Harbor
3.) A Walk To Remember
4.) Save The Last Dance
5.) The Wedding Planner

FOUR Songs You Listen(ed)To On V-Day:
1.) "Don't Wanna Try" Craig David
2.) "Nobody Wants To Be Lonely" Christina Aguilera, Ricky Martin
3.) "I Will Remember You" Sarah McGaughlin
4.) "Burn" Usher

THREE Terms Of Endearment:
1.) Baby
2.) Honey
3.) Sweetie

TWO Romantic Novels:
1.) The Notebook
2.) Sams Letters To Jennifer

ONE Person Who You Wish/Are Spending V-Day With:
1.) K

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A Survey...Yay! Okay...Let's Get This Over With... [31 Jan 2005|04:19pm]
[ mood | enthralled ]
[ music | "Do Something" Britney Spears ]

Gender: Female
Location: AZ
Ethnicity: Caucasian (I'm Italian American tho so I don't look white)
Zodiac sign: Aries
Reason for taking survey: Boredom

Going Deeper
If any, name any phobias you have: Spiders Clowns and hurting someone I love
Do you drink: Heck no man
Do you smoke: I'm allegric to smoke so wut do u think? duh of course I don't! That stuff is nasty anywayz
If so, when did you start smoking: ---
If any, what drugs have you done: ---
Are you a junk food person or a healthy eater: Junk food
Living arrangements: My Mom, my 3 (4) brothers, and me
Name any pets you have: Dog (Wrigly) 2 Cats (Figaro whose pregnant btw)(& Jedi)
Siblings: Josh 14, Jace 11, Jathan 9
Do you like your school: heck yes
What is your favourite class: Design 3-4
What is your least favourite: Math or Chem, prolly math
What genre of movie do you prefer: Mostly comedy, romantic too, also drama can be good once in awhile
What movies from that genre do you like the most: too many to name
Are you a gamer: no
If so, what games do you play: ---
What music genre do you listen to the most: R&B, Christian, Rock, Pop, etc.
Name some bands/artists you like: Christina Aguilera, Thursday, Stacie Orrico, etc.
If you could eliminate the existence of one band/artist, which one would you choose: Beyonce Knowles...she's SOOO freakin stuck on herself..and claims to be a christian after wearing the skimpiest outfits! Pathetic. lol
Are you into self categorization? If so, what would you call yourself: No, I don't like being "titled" or crap like that...

Favourites
Time of the year: Winter and Spring
Friend: I LOVE all my friends way too much to decide
Family member: Dont have one, I love my whole family
Animal: a puppy (a yorkish terrier or maltese)
Sweet food: Oreos
Savoury food: ??
Spicy food: Yuck
Country: Um... considering I've only been to one which is the one I live in, I guess AMERICA! lol I wanna visit Italy and Paris tho.
Colour: PINK!!!!!!!!
Sitcom: I don't really watch sitcoms so I dunno, American Idol can be funny sometimes.
Cartoon: I think Tinkerbell and Jasmine are cute
TV channel: MTV, HGTV (im into decorating and stuff), TLC (I like makeover stories and stuff)WB, TBS, Lifetime, u get the point...w/e is on man.
Pastime: The moment when I realized God was gonna help me thru a really difficult trial I had to deal with so I handed it over to Him and lemme tell u that was awesome man.
Drug: NONE
Fictional book: The Notebook, Sam's Letters to Jennifer, The Bible
Non-fictional book: dont have one
Romance movie: The Notebook...BY FAR!
Sci-fi movie: nothing
Action movie: Um shoot I dunno the bourne supremacy was good I guess
Historical drama movie: Pearl Harbor
Horror movie: oh man I hate those
Comedy movie: Mean Girls
Drama Movie: Enough
Music genre: R&B
Artists from that genre: Christina Aguilera, KC&JOJO, etc.
Porno: whoever watches that crap is sick and desperate
Anime: Is overrated and gaaaay
Magazine: People Magazine and J-14 and Brio&Beyond
Shampoo: Suave
Store: Fashion Q, Charolette Russe, Forever 21, Victorias Secret, etc.
Website: alloy.com
Swear word: I make up the weirdest words cuz I've finally taught myself to bite my tongue. Like dude the other day I got mad at my brother and I was like U SON OF A...A...DOUGHBOY! lol the doughboy commercial was on! Wut was I suppose to say? lol.
Ice-cream flavour: I like Bubble Gum, Mint Cream, Strawberry, and regular plain ol' Chocolate. Yum...
Clothing brand, if any: Xhileration
Place to relax: My room, on my bed... and I like driving around too
Place to shop: Fashion Q, I don't get to shop too much, I have a life that doesn't revolve around my moms credit card. lol. I have to pay for my phone bill and everything else unlike everyone else I know.
Place to party: Erins definitely!

Do you believe in...
God: YES
Reincarnation: that's the weakest thing to believe in cuz it doesn't exist
The Soul: Yes
Evolution: No
Angels: Yes
Karma: In a way cuz eventually we'll all pay for our sins
Do you celebrate Christmas: Yes
How do you celebrate your birthday: Um usually dinner and that's about it, w/e my family does I go along with it and appreciate it. lol.
What is your religion: Christian (HECK YES!)
Does your family have any special customs: Ya we have a lot, its awesome. (Example: My mom buys an ornament every year and has since my first christmas so for every year I've been alive I've gotten one and when I move out, I get to take um all).
Have you ever converted from another religion or atheism: Nope
Are you a vegetarian: No...lol.


For the Older Kids, Sex
Are you a virgin: Amen yes I am
If applicable, did you like your first time: refer to the answer above
Ever given head: yuck no
Ever recieved head: um okay? no
Ever done anal: no man wut kinda questions r these, I feel like I'ma celeb being interviewed for People Magazine or sumthin to get people's interest which no offense I'm not gonna say anything that's not true to benefit someone's interest.
Does S&M appeal to you: What is that?
Do you watch pornography: Sick...no man that's just...sick. gross.
How often do you masturbate: um never, like I said about pornography, people who do those kinda things don't have much control and desperate.
Ever had sex while drunk: I don't drink and I'm a virgin
Do you regret any sexual incidents that occurred on your part: I didn't do anything so I have nothing to regret which will be awesome if I get married someday.
Do you consider yourself sexually attractive: Ha no definitely not
Favourite sexual position: don't have one cuz I don't do sleep with anyone
Tell us about any of your personal beliefs regarding sex: God created it within a marriage cuz He knows that's how it would work best and from what I've heard in testimonies it's definitely worth waiting for. Most of us have like 10 years left and then the rest of our lives to have sex which is like 50 years so if u can wait 10 years then before u die and u look back, ur gonna be like whoa 10 years wasn't that long so I say wait till your married. It's called abstinence people, don't be foolish. If you have done it tho and realize it wasn't something you shoulda done at that time and ask God to forgive u that's awesome and I have a lot of respect for u but its between u n God if u mean it or not and I hope u do.

Your Love Life
Are you, or have you ever been in love: Pssh no way jose
What's your sexual orientation: Straight as a board! Thank you very much
Are you, or do you plan on getting married: I hope so in a way but if it's Gods will for me not to, that's cool 2
Do you believe in soul-mates: Sure
Do you think long-distance love is possible: You can have one but if you like never ever see eachother then dude like move on...
Could you see yourself being unfaithful: Heck no
What do you notice about the opposite sex first: Eyes, Smile, the Hair, then comes PERSONALITY!!!
Biggest turn-ons: Getting a kiss on the forehead...and being held in someones arms (just basically cutesy cuddly stuff, that's hot) also that whole gentleman courter is hot 2.
Biggest turn-offs: An jerk.. he has to treat GIRLS good, his mom good, his sister/s (if any) good, and even his friends...he just needs to show everyone respect..most def. girls b/c that relects the way he will treat u one day. Also that whole macho thing is the biggest turn off.
Taller or shorter than you: Taller
Ever broken someone's heart: I don't think so...nooo...if I did I'm sorry =(
Has someone ever broken yours: I guess
Do/would you have children: Maybe 2 or 3 kids. MAYBE!

Your Bad Side
Do you steal, or have you stolen: Nope... never
If so, was it from a store or a person you know: ---
Have you been intimate with someone else's significant other: heck no, that's messed up.
Do you take advantage of other peoples' kindness: I prolly do, I think everyone does sometimes, but usually people take advantage of mine and I'm too nice to do anythigna bout it.
Have you lied to your parents: Yeah I always get caught the sec after tho cuz I seriously cannot lie, I got it from my grandmother, she couldn't lie either. Everyone else in my family can but I can't.
Do you get jealous easily: Sometimes
Do you have a bad temper: That's another thing, I like never ever get mad.
Ever physically hurt someone: No... I don't think I'm capable of that...me n my brothers n my ex next door neighbor use to like kid around and wrestle (how do u think I got the muscles I have today??? lol jk)
Do you consider yourself racist: Man HECK NO! I dont freaking care about race or anything, I love meeting people despite where they are from. God made us all the way we are for a reason and as brothers and sisters in Christ we should accept eachother cuz we're in God's family.
Must you always seek vengeance: Nah man I gfet over it

This or That
Alcohol or Marijuanna: Neither, sick!
Coca-Cola or Pepsi: Coke
A quiet evening at home or a wild night out: Depends on my mood and who I'm with
Extreme intelligence or unbelievable beauty: Intelligence
A permanent, stable relationship or an insane sex life: Relationship... just like any girl, basically
Christmas without gifts, or Christmas without everything else: without gifts... oh well, christmas wouldn't be christmas without everything else
Rock or Rap: Oh man I'ma halfta go with the rap, I'm gettin more into rock tho.
The ability to fly or the ability to be invisible: Invisible
Hearing or seeing: Seeing
Depression or anxiety: Depression
Immortality without the ability to die, or mortality: Mortality
Death by freezing, or burning: Neither
Death by suffocation or being stabbed: Suffocation
Lots of acquaintances or a few close friends: Close friends and a lot of acquiantances...lol (i like to have my really good friends, but then know a lot of other cool people too)
To be a singer or an actor/actress: Both..haha, I preferably like singing better tho.
Eternal day or eternal night: Eternal night
X-Ray vision or psychic abilities: Psychic abilities even tho there's no such things.
Sweet or savoury: Sweet
To never sleep or to never eat: Neither
To eat as much as you want or to sleep as much as you want: Both...but probably more eating b/c I dont want to sleep my life away
World domination or infinite knowledge of all things: Infinite knowledge
Britney Spears or Christina Aquilera: DEFINITELY Christina Aguilera
Bush or Kerry: BUSH
To enslave or to be enslaved: be enslaved... if it's gonna happen, I rather be apart of it rather than live with myself knowing I did this to someone
To resort to cannibalism or to die: Die

Totally Random
Tell us the first thing you'd do with a million dollars: Make sure my mom, brothers, and I are set for life since we don't have much anyway and then I'd give the rest to charity or sumthin.
Do you consider yourself to be romantic: Im a Holpless Romantic but no one knows that until now obviously but yes I am but I am soooo picky so have I been hopelessy romantic with someone? Nope, but do I hope for it? Someday...definitely.
What's the best thing somebody has ever said about you: People have said the nicest things about me and I appreciate it sooo much cuz it really makes a difference in my life and I have to give credit and thank people who have really been kind and genuine to me.
Do you like candles: Yes... LOVE EM!
Do you think emo people are idiots: No
Do you think goths are idiots: No
Do you think people who take ridiculously long surveys are idiots: No..we're all just bored. lol.
Do you believe men and women are truly equal: Def... we all equal when we add up our strengths cuz that's why God made us different. If one sex had it all dude then there would be no reason for the other sex to exist.
Do you read books very much: If I have time.. I really do like to read
Do people consider you to be a bookworm: I HIGHLY doubt that
Describe your mother: She's awesome and I love her, she's definitely one of my heros.
What's one thing you would change about your body: I want a 6-pack again..haha and I would change my nose and I would at least like to make it to 5'4, I'm only 5'2 here n have been since 6th grade but wut can ya do? lol, ya ya ya I know it only said one but moving on...
Would you kill one child to save the lives of 1000 children: Dude that's one twisted question...I would leave it up to God...and if at all possible I'd risk my life to save that one child and the 1000 children
What one thing would a person have to do to deserve death: I can't say cuz that's up to God and not me, but I would say killing an innocent life is kinda messed up and that person would deserve some hard time punishment.
The most romantic thing somebody's ever done for you: No one's ever done anything romantic for me...I just realized how pathetic that is...and how sad...
Have you ever skydived: no but it sure would be fun to.

WOW THAT WAS LOOOONG!!!!! lol.

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[16 Jan 2005|07:56pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]
[ music | "True" Ryan Cabera ]

Oh my friggin a I am sooooo beyond frustrated and stressed out babysitting. It's non-stop of I want this I want that, the lady who ask me to babysitt is really nice n her kids r too but its just sooo much. Believe me I'd rather be babysitting Sarah whose autistic and ya cries sometimes n screams n hits men but ya I love her. I'm trying to be patient with God that He'll give me patience cuz this is like I dunno dude but I feel like I'm about to cry. Pathetic I kno but it's been such a long day. I was at the batting cages n oh my I'm done complaining. This entry's gay but believe me I promise if u were here u'd be like outta ur mind (especially if u don't have any younger brothers and sisters). I've babysatt 12 kids at the same time before. No joke n it wasn't even this crazi. It's been 3 hours, just another hour and a half. That's wut I gotta keep telling myself. Good lord! I'm out.

XOXO~BRIT BRI

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Another Survey/Quiz Thing [11 Jan 2005|04:48pm]
[ mood | listless ]
[ music | "True Loce" Lil Romeo ft. Solange ]

NINE WAYS TO WIN MY HEART:
09. To love God first and foremost and put him before me as a Christian and having an idea of where He's leading you in life
08. Be patient with me, I've never been in a relationship before
07. Compliment me (dont FLATTER me)
06. Listen...just listen n comfort me
05. Make me laugh
04. I'm hopelessy romantic so if ur an old fashion gentleman I think that's hot
03. Being sincere toward your family as well as other people and meaning it
02. If you can sing and play the guitar...that's friggin awesome
01. Being who u r becuz its u n not what otehr people want you to be (but at the same time aiming for improvement cuz we all could use that)

EIGHT THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE:
08. Fall in love
07. Bring someone to Christ w/ my testimony
06. Do something exquisit/unpredictable
05. Sing in front of a large audience
04. Make a difference in the world
03. Go on a missions trip
02. Have a family of my own
01. Inspire someone

SEVEN WAYS TO ANNOY ME:
07. Lying to me
06. Pushing me to do something when I already told you no for a reason
05. Drink/Smoke
04. Put me down or my friends n family down
03. Tell me I can't do something which is funny cuz usually when I'm told I can't do something I work harder to pursue it
02. Talking about what you did with who and far you gone
01. Claiming to be a Christian and not acting like one

SIX THINGS I BELIEVE IN:
06. God
05. Jesus Christ
04. Miracles
03. Success
02. Forgiveness
01. Heaven

FIVE things I'm afraid of:
05. Spiders
04. Clowns
03. Commitment
02. Hurting someone I love with my problems
01. Failure

FOUR of my favorite things:
04. Lips
03. Singing
02. Dancing/Cheering
01. Bein crazi with my friends

THREE things I do everyday:
03. Live
02. Love
01. Laugh

TWO things I want to do right now:
02. Sleep
01. Get a massage

ONE person I want to see right now:
01. Either T or K (most of u kno who I'm talking about)

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I Updated...Yes!!!!!! [09 Jan 2005|06:18pm]
[ mood | tired ]
[ music | "Kiss Me" Sixpence None The Richer ]

Wow it's been awhile since I updated in here. Where do I begin...uh...well I have xanga now 2 so for any of u who have that mine is astory2kissntell. What have I been up 2? Wow um let's c. I officially quit new life. Thank God. I'm trying the river now, it's cool man. There's prolly a lot I could write in here but its drama and I hate drama so I'm not gonna bother. The notebook comes out january 27th I think. Wut's up with couples these days, is having a bf/gf like a trend or what? Maybe I just think it is cuz I'm single n its not fun ne more cuz I don't really have ne one to be single with. I still like the same guy at my skewl I did before but thats drifting away slowly but surely. My friend really likes him so I won't get in the way m sides I'm sure by now everyone figured out. I hate making my buisness everyone elses. Our skewl's like NCS People like ppl magazine. Cover page 'And the guy britni's been crushing on is...dun dun dun.' Ha, meh oh well. I wanna watch Napoleon Dynamite...

Kip : Napoleon, don't be jealous that I've been chatting online with babes all day. Besides, we both know that I'm training to be a cage fighter.
Napoleon Dynamite : Since when, Kip? You have the worst reflexes of all time.
Kip : Try and hit me, Napoleon.
Napoleon Dynamite : What?
Kip : I said come down here and see what happens if you try and hit me.

Haha! Friggin awesome. So this weekend I went to flagstaff n almost got stuck there for good. Wow, that woulda sucked lollipops. I also spent the nite at christines...after we wrestled n fought over her phone at my house. Interesting...then I went to church today and went out with my grandfather to eat then to the store with him n then I talked to my cuzin Michael who still never came out here. Wutta dork! I miss him n I wanna meet his gf Amanda she's my age so we'll be able to think of ways to torture Michael. Fun stuff I tell ya. Now I gotta get ready for discipleship group. Oh n today I realized one of my friends is basically uh gone cuz of her bf but w/e that's cool. I have no problem with him, he's cool, but she's acting so different. I don't like it. Oh well. I love u all!!!! ttyl. c ya! *SMOOCH*

XOXO~BRIT BRI

PS~There is no fear in love; by perfect love casts our fear, because fear involves punishment, and the one who fears is not protected in love.

1 John 4:18

PSS~It is amazing to watch God work in other peoples lives.

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BAM! Literally... [28 Dec 2004|09:03pm]
[ mood | anxious ]
[ music | "Ocean Avenue" Yellowcard ]

Soooo joy to the world. Me n Kristen got in a car wreck today. My neck and back hurt so bad, Kristens neck does too. urgh! Long story but omg this guy pulled in thru qt by the way gas pumps and he saw me backing out and i guess he was gonna swing in and like park and i was backing out i dont understand y he didnt just stop n wait for me but then i backed out and bam! he was nice about it tho but his friend was all tryin to look for somethin wrong i wanted to cry, it was a huge truck and it was ironic cuz me n kristen were just saying wouldnt that suck if we backed out and we hit that semi truck and then bam we hit a truck. Man go figure. We're not having a very good week. I went to build a bear today and made a dog and named it scott cuz we ran into scott at the mall even tho we only went to the mall to go there and back but we ran into scott and hes like name w/e u get after me so we were like hmm...ok. So ya we named the dog scott then got sonic n qt (which is where the accident happened) n then came home in the pourin rain. only me n kristen...*sigh*. Man today sucked, but at least me n kristen hung out for awhile for the first time in like forever :) Ya it was still good. haha! we were walking to build a bear and these like japanese group of kids asked us do u believe in god and i was like yes...and hes like oh well i don't and we're like ummm we're sorry? lol. We also ran into Hailey, Kelly, Michelle, n Naomi. Anywayz I dunno. I feel really bad that kristens neck hurts on top of everything else she has to deal with. Man. Well I'm gonna take a hot bath. Maybe I'll feel better :-/ C u all soon. *SMOOCH*

XOXO~BRIT BRI

PS~ "The Lord is my shepherd, I shall not want." Psalm 23:1

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Good-Bye 2004 [25 Dec 2004|08:16pm]
[ mood | excited ]
[ music | "Can I Getta What What" Jay-Z ]

1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
-- Experience one of the hardest trials in my life and a close relationship with God. It was crazi.

2. Did you keep your New Years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-- Some of them yes, others no. Can't be perfect :-/

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-- ummm no

4. Did anyone close to you die?
-- yes my grandma :( omg i miss her so much.

5. What countries did you visit?
-- i've NEVER left the u.s.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
-- more moeny and perseverance and a stronger relationship with God and
a stronger bond with my friends.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory and why?
-- Oh man um it was some time in March, I was in the hospital. It sucked so bad.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-- I got closer to my friends and like I said in number one I overcame one of the biggest obstacles in my life so far.

9. What was your biggest failure?
-- getting close (to certain people. it only wound up hurting me in the long run. lol, it's kinda ironic, i finally open up, and yeah, i get hurt)

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-- hmm depression and anxiety attacks

11. What was the best thing you bought?
-- I don't remember the best thing I bought, but the best thing my mom bought
for me was a cell for christmas and a ford escort for my birthday :)

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
-- many people, especially my mom

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-- my dad

14. Where did most of your money go?
-- to my friends, lol, and boox. don't ask why.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-- Driving with a license!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
-- 'Yeah' Usher ft. Lil Jon n Ludacris

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
-- compared to like the beginning of this year I'm happier
ii. thinner or fatter?
-- ha! Prolly fatter...yesssss! lol!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-- i wish i'd spent more time with God and my family.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-- hope? idk, i hope for a lot, but yeah, it just got me depressed when i realized none of it could happen

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
-- withmy family eating, opening presents, playing games, telling stories, the whole shebang.

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
-- heck no, I don't really believe in love, but we shall c what 2005 brings.

23. How many one night stands?
-- ewww sick! none u freak!

24. What was your favorite TV program(s)?
-- My Big Fat Obnoxious

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-- Well hmm I'm more angry toward my dad compared to last year. Last year I
think I was more upset with him than disappointed.

26. What was the best book you read?
-- The Notebook

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-- the blues baby! I never realized how classy it was and how much I liked it.

28. What did you want and get?
-- a life, lol! Social skillz, cell, a happier family, a car, etc :)

29. What did you want and not get?
-- a bf (but that's okay) my dad to love me, um complete happiness (but now that I think about it, I don't think there is 100% happiness in anybody. There's always something wrong. That must be why they call it life and not heaven)0:-)

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
-- The Notebook, Napoleon Dynamite, the Passion of the Christ, etc. lol can't think of anymore at the moment.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
-- ate a pie and stayed home. my birthday sucked kinda. oh I got my car 2. That was good.

32. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
-- not loosing touch with a lot of my friends (the one disadvantage of having more friends)and I shoulda moved churches ealier so I would have a church I'd feel welcome at for 2005. lol. ay yi yi.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
-- I did pretty good when it started getting cold especially since we have uniforms.

34. What kept you sane?
-- my family n friends

35. Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
-- Christina Aguilera cause she totally stripped back down to dressing more classy and elegant. I think she just was at a bad stage in her life where the only way she knew how to take it out was thru attention. I'm glad she's back to much more sophisticated outfits.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
-- Voting

37. Who did you miss?
-- Julie, Kristen, Kelly, Michael, etc.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
-- omg!! TOO MANY!! lol. Arianna, Nancy, um oh my I could go on n on. U all kno
who u r. lol, next ? plz.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
-- Satan hits you the hardest when your faith is the highest cuz he's gonna try to bring u down cuz u knows u were meant for something so much more (like saving non-believers) and of course he doesnt want that. So, you gotta stand your ground cuz he knows all your weaknesses and you gotta be prepared to fight and never give up even on short notice because it's one thing to get hurt by him but its another if u let him win.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
-- Best Song By Far This Year:

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away

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stupid church [24 Dec 2004|11:30pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]
[ music | silent nite ]

alrite its official, im moving churches! ppl at r church, especially in the highschool ministry, r judgemental cliche cliques and act like everythings perfect. so ya I'm outta there. forget New Life. I've been there for six years and I still feel unwelcome. Me n my family are leaving for sure so thank god! good-bye new life and hello to where life takes me. urgh!

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Quiz Thing [24 Dec 2004|12:58pm]
[ mood | creative ]
[ music | "Beautiful Soul" Jesse McCartney ]

TEN PEOPLE WHO MAKE YOU HAPPY: (sorry I had to add more)
1. My Mommy
2. My Brothers
3. My Cuzins
4. Christine
5. Jessie
6. Kristen
7. Kelly
8. Brandi
9. Ashley
10. Mary and Brittani and Brittney (the rest of u kno who u r. lol)

NINE PEOPLE WHO YOU HAVEN'T SEEN IN FOREVER (or forever in your mind):
1. Christine
2. Jessie
3. Kristen Ashley Lenehan
4. Sarah
5. Brandi
6. Bina
7. Michael
8. Ally
9. Denise

EIGHT THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. Have sex in all the places in all the 25 places me n christine listed (when/if we each get married of course)
2. Go to New York
3. Be proven that love (as in bf/gf) exist
4. Go to Rome, Paris, etc
5. Get a Yorkish Terrier
6. Inspire someone
7. Bring someone to Christ
8. Have a couple of my songs/poems recorded

SEVEN FAMOUS PEOPLE YOU WANT TO MEET (dead or alive):
1. Christina Aguilera
2. Justin Timberlake
3. Brad Pitt
4. Jennifer Aniston
5. Audrey Hephurn
6. Stacie Orrico
7. Jessica Simpson

SIX THINGS YOU'VE DONE TODAY:
1. Laid around
2. Opened a present from my cuzins and aunt
3. Watched them open the presents we got them
4. Sang
5. Read Psalms and Proverbs
6. Showered

FIVE LAST PEOPLE YOU TALKED TO ON THE INTERNET OR PHONE:
1. Sarah Stover
2. Erin
3. Kita
4. Brandi
5. Kristen

FOUR THINGS YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW OLDER:
1. A Child Therapist
2. A Graduate from NCS and ASU West
3. A Dance Teacher part time
4. Or design clothes partime or sell my music to record companies

THREE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO BE MORE LIKE:
1. Jesus (altho I will never come close to Him, he's a good example)
2. My Mom
3. My Grandma

TWO OF YOUR FAVORITE MOVIES:
1. The Notebook
2. How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days

ONE PERSON YOU CAN'T STOP THINKING ABOUT
1. K...I mean uh...lol...some boy

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[21 Dec 2004|04:33pm]
[ mood | enraged ]
[ music | no song! ]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH, frustration! That's all I have to say! Friggin A! DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA, loss of friends, loss of family, urgh!!!!!

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Another Survey Thing [20 Dec 2004|05:43pm]
[ mood | sore ]
[ music | "Fall To Pieces" Velvet Revolver ]

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1.) Relationships
2.) Spiders n Clowns
3.) Hurting someone I love emotionally

THREE THINGS I DON'T UNDERSTAND
1.) Why people hurt the ones they say they love
2.) Sociopaths
3.) People who think they are better than you one day, and the next day try to be your best friend

THREE THINGS I AM WEARING RIGHT NOW
1.) My fringe jeans
2.) My black shirt I made that says "God Sees No Color"
3.) My cross necklace

THREE THINGS ON MY DESK
1.) Art Supplies
2.) Sewing Materials
3.) Books

THREE THINGS I WANT TO DO BEFORE I DIE
1.) Have sex in all the 25 places me n Christine named when each of us get married someday
2.) Be completely independent, but still able to have a relationship with a guy
3.) Become a good example of a Christian so I can lead those who are "lost"

THREE THINGS I LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1.) Meh...hate these questions...urgh. complexion
2.) Eye color
3.) Hair, happy?

THREE THINGS I DON'T LIKE ABOUT MY BODY
1.) My feet... dancers feet. yuck!
2.) My nose definitely...
3.) The fact I have like no butt

THREE THINGS MOST PEOPLE DON'T KNOW ABOUT YOU
1.) I really do cry... just never in front of people, I hate showing emotions like that
2.) I'm insecure and shy, but if ur around me enough...I'm really outgoing and loud
3.) Singing is my escape from reality

THREE THINGS I SAY THE MOST
1.) "OMG"
2.) "Friggin A"
3.) "Hey"

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO
1.) Hawaii
2.) Italy
3.) Paris

THREE NAMES THAT YOU GO BY(nick-names)
1.) Brit Bri
2.) Bri
3.) Brit

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE OR HAD
1.) aStoRy2KisSnTeLL
2.) Nowxorxlater
3.) Barbigirl365

NAME TWO BAD HABITS YOU HAVE:
1.) Having ppl step on my back to crack it and cracking my toes
2.) Biting my nails

NAME THREE THINGS YOU WISH YOU HAD:
1.) A boyfriend
2.) A cell phone
3.) A massussist (sp?)

NAME THREE SCENTS YOU LOVE:
1.) Claibornes Mambo
2.) Rain
3.) Vanilla

NAME THREE THINGS YOU'D NEVER WEAR
1.) an outfit of ALL the same colors
2.) boy shorts
3.) nothing gothic... i need color in my wardrobe

NAME THREE THINGS YOU ARE THINKING ABOUT RIGHT NOW:
1.) Christine calling me back
2.) A certain B-O-Y
3.) Christmas

NAME THREE THINGS THAT YOU HAVE DONE TODAY:
1.) Went to therapy
2.) Played the electric guitar (kinda)
3.) Slept

NAME THE LAST THREE THINGS YOU HAVE BOUGHT:
1.) Ice Cream Cone
2.) QT Rooster Booster
3.) Christmas Presents

NAME THREE PEOPLE YOU'D LIKE TO SPEND MORE TIME WITH:
1.) Christine
2.) Kristen
3.) Kelly

NAME FIVE BANDS/ARTITS THAT YOU LIKE:
1.) Christine Aguilera
2.) Ashlee Simpson
3.) Usher
4.) Tupac
5.) Mariah Carey

I....
Am: tired, but excited for some reason.
Want: to kno if this guy is worth my time
Need: to spend some time with ppl from skewl
Crave: Brownies right now
Hate: Oh if u don't know, then u don't kno me very well.
Did: Clean my moom
Feel: achy
Miss: my friendz at skewl
Am tired of: this guy

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Comment Plz Since No One Does Anymore [17 Dec 2004|01:56pm]
[ mood | I Like This Word ]
[ music | "All I Have" J. Lo ft. LL Cool J ]

So I realized a lot of stuff today. First off, friendz come and go and it sux and no matter how many times u tell ur friends they're putting their bf's before u isn't ever gonna get them to stop denying. Also people change and it sux cuz everone changes at different times so yay more craziness. I miss my friends. Most of the ones who I thought were my true friends left me but oh well screw them I don't need them. Baaahumbug. I also realized I need to stop trying to run my life. I'm so use to leading and being in charge of stuff, I forgot God's the one with the pen writin the chapters to my life...not me. I pushed to hard for something that because of me happened too early cuz I was impatient with God's timing and I almost made that same mistake today. Thank God I didn't. Anywayz I just got done signing my moms ex husband with my matching dna's christmas card (even tho he doesn't even deserve that). I give up on him, shoulda known I wasn't gonna be able to fix it. I thought hey never give up, u can fix this relationship he broke but nah. Dunno wut I was thinkin. I hope I never c him again cuz if I do I'll die of a panic attack or sumthin in that nature. I'm usually excited about the holidays but why be excited this year? This is our first year without my grandma here (she died in may) which is harder than words can say and my grandfathers son (my so called "dad") does nothing but have his relatives call and threaten us even tho they have no idea what happened and now u all kno why I don't believe in love and I push everything away. I don't wanna hurt anyone. I don't wanna bring anyone down and I don't want anyone to feel sorry for me. We're low on money and I can't find a job anywhere. I promise I have like looked everywhere. The holidays are always kinda depressing when u don't have someone special to share it with like a bf or sumthin but whats the point? Like I said I don't believe in love. How can someone say they love u and then hurt u till ur heart is torn up in shreds and can't be placed back together. In spite of everything tho I'm still in a pretty good mood. I guess I'm numb to it now. lol. Eh oh well. Anywayz I'm so glad christmas break has started. 2 weeks baby! This may sound sad but I'ma miss skewl cuz I love hanging out with everyone. It's awesome! We sang at the capital today. Went much better compared to when I last went there in elementry school. Our choir sounded so good and then when we sang for honors choir we sounded pretty good even tho we forgot some words. I guess it was the shape of the room. Thwre was a scary bum there tho he started whistling at us. I was kick off ur heels and run away! jk but ya I am exhausted. This week has been kinda hectic. Well about that one guy I like, I decided that I'ma let God handle that chapter if it exist. I mean think about it. You don't pick up a book read the first chapter and skip to the fifth chapter. What's the fun in that? So ya. That's about it for today. I can't believe how long this is. Sorry to bore u all. tty guys later. Luv ya! *SMOOCH*

XOXO~BRIT BRI

PS~Our lives are designed with a paintbrush in the hands of an Artist. Made that up. yay props for me...okay I'm outta here. lol.

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I Don't Like Our Church [12 Dec 2004|06:38pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]
[ music | "(All I Want) For Christmas Is You" Mariah Carey ]

HAPPY NINTH BIRTHDAY JATHAN COLE JAMES!!!

Blah, so me n kristen decided we don't like our church anymore. I've been there for six years and I still feel like I do not belong there. It sux. We ended up not even staying the whole service. It annoys me, becuz there's lil cliques at our church and people act like their lives are so perfect. Now I kno why I quit going to h.s. service. The sermons are all the same too and they use the same sermons year after year. I wish I knew a church where I could feel included and feel like I belong. I love getting involved in stuff like youth group and bible studies and stuff like that, but our church doesn't do that much and when they do, you feel like you can't speak your mind cause everyone talks like their life is so perfect. It seems like if they were to tell their testimony, there wouldn't be much to tell sides I grew up in a Christian family and got baptized when I was this many years old. I'm like alrite this is gonna take an hour or so...I dunno, I just don't feel like I should be there. Maybe God is calling me somewhere else. Anyone got any good recommendations? Cuz I need some, but don't tell me CCV cuz no offense that's like a cult church and the church of joy is cool, but too big for me. Woohoo I get to sing tomorrow in chapel in my choir outfits. Bleck. It's gonna be cold! That's what I get for being in honors, its cool tho most of the time. I made a lot of friends in there and we all get along so worx for me. Finalz r coming up. Ay yi yi. Gotta really study for those. Boyz are so complicated lately. It drives me crazi! Why do I even bother? Honestly. I'm wondering if I should go for it and tell this guy how I feel before winter break so then I can hide for two weeks if it fails (which it prolly) will or just get to know him better. I've had ideas from people like write a note, just tell him, etc. If u guys got any ideas feel free to share them. Anywayz I better get going tho. Gotta decorate the tree for christmas. Yippee! Eh, not really. lol. I'll tty guys later. Luv ya lots! *SMOOCH*

XOXO~BRIT BRI

PS~Thought for the day: When sumo wrestlers fall flat on their face, do they bounce back up? Ewww.

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Dream Me a Life of Hope... [05 Dec 2004|05:02pm]
[ mood | artistic ]
[ music | "Hush" LL Cool J ]



You Are a Dreaming Soul





Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you awy from this world
So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time
You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all...
But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult

You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you.
Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses.
Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others.
Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life.

Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul


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Yay! It's Saturday! [04 Dec 2004|09:41pm]
[ mood | hungry ]
[ music | "1/2 Step" Ciara ft. Missy Elliot ]

I am at Jessies right now and we're waiting for the pizza to come. Yum! I'm starvin. I decided about this boy I like and I decided I was gonna give him a note. Me personally and here's what it is gonna say. Tell me what you think about it.

(Name of Guy, its a secret, sorry)~

I know we don't talk much but I think I'm starting to like you. I don't want to sound too forward or scare you, but I think it'd be cool if we got to know eachother a lil better. If you just wanna be friends though, that's totally cool. We can do that or go back to "excuse me kid, you're in my way." But ya, you don't have to write back or anything if you don't want to. lol, it's all good. I gotta get goin tho so I will ttyl or somethin. C ya.

Britni

Hmmm...what do you guys think??? I need advice, comments, concerns, etc. Should I go for it and risk getting hurt or should I just go back to being single silenting wishing I had someone special to be with? I dunno, just pray about it I guess. God will let me know what to do and maybe I'll know what He's saying thru one of you guys. lol. I dunno. I'm hungry right now. I hope the pizzas almost here. Oh and by the way. HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY JESSIE! Alrity, sorry so short, but I will be sure to talk to you guys later. Love u! *SMOOCH*

XOXO~BRIT BRI

PS~We all smile in the same language :-) 

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