Current mood:	bouncy
Current music:	"(All I Want) For Christmas Is You" Mariah Carey

I Don't Like Our Church
HAPPY NINTH BIRTHDAY JATHAN COLE JAMES!!!

Blah, so me n kristen decided we don't like our church anymore. I've been there for six years and I still feel like I do not belong there. It sux. We ended up not even staying the whole service. It annoys me, becuz there's lil cliques at our church and people act like their lives are so perfect. Now I kno why I quit going to h.s. service. The sermons are all the same too and they use the same sermons year after year. I wish I knew a church where I could feel included and feel like I belong. I love getting involved in stuff like youth group and bible studies and stuff like that, but our church doesn't do that much and when they do, you feel like you can't speak your mind cause everyone talks like their life is so perfect. It seems like if they were to tell their testimony, there wouldn't be much to tell sides I grew up in a Christian family and got baptized when I was this many years old. I'm like alrite this is gonna take an hour or so...I dunno, I just don't feel like I should be there. Maybe God is calling me somewhere else. Anyone got any good recommendations? Cuz I need some, but don't tell me CCV cuz no offense that's like a cult church and the church of joy is cool, but too big for me. Woohoo I get to sing tomorrow in chapel in my choir outfits. Bleck. It's gonna be cold! That's what I get for being in honors, its cool tho most of the time. I made a lot of friends in there and we all get along so worx for me. Finalz r coming up. Ay yi yi. Gotta really study for those. Boyz are so complicated lately. It drives me crazi! Why do I even bother? Honestly. I'm wondering if I should go for it and tell this guy how I feel before winter break so then I can hide for two weeks if it fails (which it prolly) will or just get to know him better. I've had ideas from people like write a note, just tell him, etc. If u guys got any ideas feel free to share them. Anywayz I better get going tho. Gotta decorate the tree for christmas. Yippee! Eh, not really. lol. I'll tty guys later. Luv ya lots! *SMOOCH*

XOXO~BRIT BRI

PS~Thought for the day: When sumo wrestlers fall flat on their face, do they bounce back up? Ewww.