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Current music:	"Can I Getta What What" Jay-Z

Good-Bye 2004
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
-- Experience one of the hardest trials in my life and a close relationship with God. It was crazi.

2. Did you keep your New Years resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
-- Some of them yes, others no. Can't be perfect :-/

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
-- ummm no

4. Did anyone close to you die?
-- yes my grandma :( omg i miss her so much.

5. What countries did you visit?
-- i've NEVER left the u.s.

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
-- more moeny and perseverance and a stronger relationship with God and
a stronger bond with my friends.

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory and why?
-- Oh man um it was some time in March, I was in the hospital. It sucked so bad.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
-- I got closer to my friends and like I said in number one I overcame one of the biggest obstacles in my life so far.

9. What was your biggest failure?
-- getting close (to certain people. it only wound up hurting me in the long run. lol, it's kinda ironic, i finally open up, and yeah, i get hurt)

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
-- hmm depression and anxiety attacks

11. What was the best thing you bought?
-- I don't remember the best thing I bought, but the best thing my mom bought
for me was a cell for christmas and a ford escort for my birthday :)

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
-- many people, especially my mom

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
-- my dad

14. Where did most of your money go?
-- to my friends, lol, and boox. don't ask why.

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
-- Driving with a license!

16. What song will always remind you of 2004?
-- 'Yeah' Usher ft. Lil Jon n Ludacris

17. Compared to this time last year, are you happier or sadder?
-- compared to like the beginning of this year I'm happier
ii. thinner or fatter?
-- ha! Prolly fatter...yesssss! lol!

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
-- i wish i'd spent more time with God and my family.

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
-- hope? idk, i hope for a lot, but yeah, it just got me depressed when i realized none of it could happen

20. How will you be spending Christmas?
-- withmy family eating, opening presents, playing games, telling stories, the whole shebang.

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
-- heck no, I don't really believe in love, but we shall c what 2005 brings.

23. How many one night stands?
-- ewww sick! none u freak!

24. What was your favorite TV program(s)?
-- My Big Fat Obnoxious

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
-- Well hmm I'm more angry toward my dad compared to last year. Last year I
think I was more upset with him than disappointed.

26. What was the best book you read?
-- The Notebook

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
-- the blues baby! I never realized how classy it was and how much I liked it.

28. What did you want and get?
-- a life, lol! Social skillz, cell, a happier family, a car, etc :)

29. What did you want and not get?
-- a bf (but that's okay) my dad to love me, um complete happiness (but now that I think about it, I don't think there is 100% happiness in anybody. There's always something wrong. That must be why they call it life and not heaven)0:-)

30. What was your favorite film of this year?
-- The Notebook, Napoleon Dynamite, the Passion of the Christ, etc. lol can't think of anymore at the moment.

31. What did you do on your birthday?
-- ate a pie and stayed home. my birthday sucked kinda. oh I got my car 2. That was good.

32. What one thing would have made your year more satisfying?
-- not loosing touch with a lot of my friends (the one disadvantage of having more friends)and I shoulda moved churches ealier so I would have a church I'd feel welcome at for 2005. lol. ay yi yi.

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
-- I did pretty good when it started getting cold especially since we have uniforms.

34. What kept you sane?
-- my family n friends

35. Which celebrity did you fancy the most?
-- Christina Aguilera cause she totally stripped back down to dressing more classy and elegant. I think she just was at a bad stage in her life where the only way she knew how to take it out was thru attention. I'm glad she's back to much more sophisticated outfits.

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
-- Voting

37. Who did you miss?
-- Julie, Kristen, Kelly, Michael, etc.

38. Who was the best new person you met?
-- omg!! TOO MANY!! lol. Arianna, Nancy, um oh my I could go on n on. U all kno
who u r. lol, next ? plz.

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004.
-- Satan hits you the hardest when your faith is the highest cuz he's gonna try to bring u down cuz u knows u were meant for something so much more (like saving non-believers) and of course he doesnt want that. So, you gotta stand your ground cuz he knows all your weaknesses and you gotta be prepared to fight and never give up even on short notice because it's one thing to get hurt by him but its another if u let him win.

40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
-- Best Song By Far This Year:

The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, and you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away